Monday, August 3, 2009

August is here, he's still here too.

Today we went out to get some groceries and get a check for the rent. It's obvious to me that hubby is getting weaker by the day. He ate a couple of mouthfuls of the skin from Kentucky Fried Chicken on Saturday. Yesterday he had about a half cup of macaroni and cheese that I made from this super recipe on ALLRecipes.com. I enjoyed it and he said today that it was okay but maybe needed something. "What was in it?" he asked. If I told him the truth he would probably have thrown it at me. I made it with cottage cheese (he doesn't "DO" cottage cheese). Also there's sour cream (he doesn't "DO" that either), shredded cheese and parmesean cheese. Bake it in the oven with a bread crumb topping and it was supper creamy and very good. I added kielbasa (after I cooked and peeled the skin off) today with the leftovers cause he like the suggestion but only took a couple of bites cause he couldn't chew today.

I guess there are good days and bad days.

I look in on him every night before I fall asleep and he looks like a skeleton laying there. In the mornings I check to make sure he's still breathing.

I know he is getting weaker every day. He can hardly walk through the grocery store. Doesn't want to do much but watch TV.

When we do go out, I'm afraid when he drives. What if he has a seizure? What if he can't stop?

Maybe we can go out together. Stupid huh?

I've got to go. Clicking isn't doing good for his hearing of the TV.

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